18 years

Today is my birthday. Not the belly button sort of birthday. I am celebrating 18 years of sobriety today. It seems strange to think of it being that long. Time just sneaks up on us when we are doing other things. I was trying to remember some of the things things that have happened in the past 18 years. My sons have grown and started their independant lives. Both have served in the military, lead active healthy lives and I'm proud of them both. I've had a career that has allowed me the opportunity to have a positive influence on other people's lives and their futures. Hopefully that means I will leave this world a better place when my time comes. I have many friends and quilting sisters. I've come back to quilting, and gardening, and a few other 'obsessions. They bring me peace and pleasure. I've had 5 back surgeries, colon cancer/chemo, and spinal meninghitis twice. I am now strong and healthy and able to be very active again. Lots to be grateful for there. I buried my husband and mother two weeks apart in December 2003. Mom was ready to leave us so it is easier to say goodbye to her though I still miss her so much. My husband died at 50 years old suddenly and little memories surprise me sometimes with the intensity of loss I still feel. He was a good and gentle man who never let me doubt for one second that I was LOVED. I am so lucky to have shared my life with him. The past 18 years have brought some pain and many blessings, as is true for all of us. The pain has made me stronger. I know there is nothing in this world that I can't survive. The blessings are what keep us coming back for more. I'm glad I have gotten to know the ladies on the forum and this ring. You all enrich my life as well. Thank You!